In a rut...

Yikes.  Here I am again.  Starting over.  Life has been insanely busy the past couple of months and today is one of the first days I was able to hang out in my pj's, not put on make-up and stick around the house.  Since I didn't have any place to be, it finally gave me time to think.  Time to think about where I'm at and where I want to be.  I'm generally quite happy with where I'm at in my life, but I know I can do better.  It's time to get back in shape.  It's time to get back to finding my crazy.  I find it really difficult to keep starting over.  I haven't been to the gym in a few weeks and I'm not following any sort of workout plan, so I find it challenging to be motivated to hit the gym when I'm not sure what I'm going to do.  *sigh*

I'm also frustrated as the last time I posted I had my first experience with Bikram Yoga.  I went back a second time.  It was so much better then the first time, except the room smelled like stinky feet and wet towels that were growing mold.  The smell wasn't something I wanted to experience again, so I didn't go back.  I did try a yoga studio on my block, but didn't like the instructors.  So I have one more studio close to home that I'd like to try and even bought my own yoga gear so I wouldn't have to borrow my husband's.  But alas, work got in the way and I have yet to use my new yoga stuff.  So frustrated!  

So now I'm looking to hope back on that path I set for myself when I started writing this blog.  What more do I want in my life?  What do I want to commit to for me?  It starts with putting one foot in front of the other.  Do I go to the gym and climb back on the stair machine?  Do I go to Bootcamp class?  Do I try running, yet again????

To be continued...